Swimming backwards.

Coming from a time of changes. Changes that I didn’t ask for , didn’t foresee. Though they happened slowly , with giant red flags, I wanted to believe in love so naturally I didn’t have a fall back plan. It knocked me off balance. All of a sudden, kind of like after an earthquake theContinue reading “Swimming backwards.”

2021 suck it

I couldn’t see how abundant life could be around the corner. A year from now we’ll be in AZ A year from now my sons will be young men. A year from now I’ll still have no regrets. A year from then I went through hell but I came back But constant as the NorthernContinue reading “2021 suck it”

Rocky Balboa & Zen Habits

A Self-Sufficient Mind BY LEO BABAUTA In a quiet room, we can find stillness. And in that stillness, we can contemplate our own mind. What we often find is that the mind is very restless. It wants to take care of a thousand things, because it’s feeling some uncertainty and fear. It wants to fix problems,Continue reading “Rocky Balboa & Zen Habits”

Down the Rabbit Hole

As the hours ticked away, my research into; barometric pressure, vitamin deficiencies, my rh negative blood type, Eastern and Western philosophies, Ascension to name a few… was surprisingly wielding few answers. Someone, anyone please tell me I am not in fact in charge of my own destiny, that I’m not responsible for creating this.